The Park

I will officially be out of work by the end of the week. 

I will be jobless.

I will have no job.

Akkkk!  What was I thinking?  And my husband has no job too.  Akkkk! 

I’m trying to look at this in a positive way and not freak out but it’s kind of hard when I’ve had eight or so interviews and nothing is good out there. 

Some news of encouragement though is that employment rates are going to get better in the next three months.  So says Manpower, Inc. Survey that says that in Richmond we’re expecting a 30% increase in hiring. 

I’m trying to turn this into a positive but this is really not an easy thing to deal with–especially with a realist husband who insists on shoving every anxiety he has on top of mine and then I start to have the nervous break down thing and he gets miffed because he has no idea how stressed I already am and he’s not realizing that I don’t have an awesome supportive father who will help in time of need (only you honey I’m getting nadda).  So I’m definately freaking out a lot lately but I’ve been going to God more and I think that’s a good thing.

Just stinks that when I’m in need is when I draw closest to God instead of being close to Him all the time.

Please pray for us because I really do feel like I’m going to go Crazy pretty soon.